I wonder if I'm easy to forget.

posted by Sphinx @ 10:12 AM Comments: 1

If only you knew how much I was missing you. I'm missing you so much.

posted by Sphinx @ 3:35 PM Comments: 0

This year's love had better last.

posted by Sphinx @ 1:16 PM Comments: 1

I need to stop trying to play my cards well and start being myself.

posted by Sphinx @ 1:28 AM Comments: 1

posted by Sphinx @ 1:22 AM Comments: 3

to you, you know who you are

There there baby
it's just text book stuff
it's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now darling
oh don't lose your head

you didn't do anything wrong. We didn't do anything wrong.

posted by Sphinx @ 1:08 AM

There's a chair in my room that is really comfortable. It looks like one of those corporate chairs that, say a manager of a privatised bank, would use. You can lie back and relax and watch a movie on it and its one of the nicest chairs I've ever sat on.
This chair, when I first got it (I stole it from my office.. they were actually thinking of throwing this beautiful chair away!) was difficult to get used to. See, the recline is a bit fast. What I mean is, if you went from the normal sitting position to its full recline, the chair would just drop back. You would feel as if you're falling, the chair has slipped and you would, at any second, hit floor. The thing about the chair is that it would, eventually, stop at its full recline and you would feel like you're on heaven.
My life, at this moment, feels like the point from sitting to the full recline. Like I need to grab onto something or I'll fall. Like a 'tummy tickler' on the road. Its like I'm falling down from somewhere. But my pockets are full of cotton and I'll keep throwing them so that when I land, I can land safely and not get hurt.

posted by Sphinx @ 2:29 PM Comments: 6

If you told me a year ago that today my life would be like this, I would never have believed you. I wanted a simple life. I wanted happiness in little drops- a smile now and then, a dog to greet me when I come back home, a hammock to relax on sundays and I would have been satisfied. Things have changed so much. Priorities, perspective, goals, life and everything I thought that would never change.
I'm used to changed. It comes with the school I was in. People would come and go all the time. I'd have new friends all the time. Its not that I'm not used to change. I am. Its just that everytime it happens, it still manages to surprise me. Oh here we go again.

posted by Sphinx @ 11:28 PM Comments: 2